Just past view days I got bored at home. Yeah, i'm freaking out. But I need to be home, helping him. Everyday activity is just looking through people's facebook, waiting for school result, reading novels, and sometimes cooking.
Then last Thursday, I got the result from Lasalle. It wasn't horrible though, even my parents were so glad about that. And so did I, thanks God about that. But deep2 inside, I did wish to get better unexpected one, just like in foundation.
I tried to take an IQ test in facebook, and I wished an expected result - a high-almost-perfect IQ. But it turned out 113. Somehow I want to deny that, putting blame on my mobile phone that rang during the session. I expect something hillarious, something to be proud of.
Then I ask, WHY,GOD? Why you create me as an ordinary girl with ordinary talent. A girl with lots of weaknesses who can't be the first in the class, who can't be the perfect friend, who don't have a body like most girl wants. Why?
I tried to figured about this. Then I found this answer:
I need to accept all of this. If God create me to have one of those, I will surely be very overconfident,arrogant and ignorant. Yeah. Then it is better to be like who I am now. So, I thank You God. =)
Well one of the proof of this will be posted next time. I need to transfer the photo first. =)
Ps. thanks to my friends, best friend, family, and esp. to Vid. You give me strength. =)
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