Perfect holiday, NOT.

Hmm, thinking about perfect holiday?

Well, I've been two weeks here, in my hometown. Nothing seems to be perfect. I've eaten a lot of food, but I didn't feel so relieved after all. I don't know why.

I feel that this is the place where I belong, but thinking about future - yeah, go back to school - I feel so worry. More challenge to come, more work to do, more time management to be done, and less sleep. =(

I want to spend more time here with them, but I can't. Am I too childish? selfish? or... I just don't deserve it?

Bottom line, I'm not really enjoying the holiday.