Saturday, January 24, 2009

This Time I'll Be Sweeter - Angela Bofill

 When I was washing my clothes, I suddenly remembered this song. This was the song I sang when I had a singing course before, but I sang the slower version by Ruth Sahanaya. Unfortunately, I can't find her version, which I think much much better. Anyway, enjoy!

This Time I'll Be Sweeter - Angela Bofill

darling can't you see
what losing you has done to me
im not the same girl i used to be
have a change of heart
don't leave me standing in the dark
don't let confusion keep us apart
come back to me and i'll guarantee
all the tenderness and love you'll ever need

This time i'll be sweeter
our love will run deeper
i won't mess around
i won't let you let down
have faith in me
have faith in me

since you've been away
i haven't seen the light of day
im lost without you cant find my way
so won't you please be fair
and let me show how much i care
say you'll be mine and answer my prayer
come back to me
and I promise I’ll be
everything’s that bright
and new your whole life through
(Chorus) 2x

Lagu lama.

Sebuah lagu lama yang selalu mengingatkanku waktu bingung. Entah judulnya apa, lagu ini pendek tapi sangat bermakna. =)
Btw, maap, cari videonya di youtube juga ga ada. Nanti kalo ketemu, will be posted kok, sementara nyanyi dalam hati aja ya. hehehe.

Yang terutama di dalam hidup ini
meninggikan nama Yesus
Yang terutama di dalam hidup ini
meninggikan namaNya

Haleluya, haleluya,
saya mau cinta Yesus
Haleluya, haleluya,
saya mau cinta Yesus

Friday, January 23, 2009


Hola everybody.
I just wanna say "Happy Chinese New Year" for those who celebrate it, and for those who don't "Happy holiday!"

Yay, I'm so glad to have a 5-day holiday. Currently, I still miss Indo. Well, I'm looking forward to go back on May! Horaaay. I thank God for helping me to be stronger and hopefully all "letting it go" stuff will be much easier this time.

Friday, January 16, 2009


Being fooled. Lord, please help me to forgive and let it go.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Tapi Bukan Aku - Kerispatih

Feeling hurt? Sebuah lagu dari Kerispatih yang mungkin di rasakan kita semua. Entah pihak yang menyakiti atau yang disakiti. Trenyuh waktu denger lagunya.

I'm sorry, some of you may not understand because the song is not in English. Anyway, this is a sad song about someone who dump her boyfriend. =(

Tapi Bukan Aku - Kerispatih

jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini
meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

aku memang manusia paling berdosa
khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatiku
karena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati

berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya

semoga saja kan kau dapati
hati yg tulus mencintaimu
tapi bukan aku

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Just one week.

I've been here, in Singapore, just for a week and yet it feels few weeks already. Another 15 weeks to go. I miss home, yeah, I'm feeling homesick for past few days. Still, I can not consider Singapore as my "home". I miss home, miss my bed, miss my parents, miss my room, miss "welcome home" feeling.

Lesson starts tomorrow, and I try to be ready for it. I hope those coming assignment will help me to think less and do more and make me busy. Why? I became so melancoly these days because I thought a lot - negatively,of course. I'm trying to change the way I thought, the way I acted. I knew I shouldn't think too much about problems and enjoy what i've got for today, but I couldn't. By the time I was alone, this annoying brain started to think, rewind those unease feeling, and predict what's going to happen.

Now I promised my self to :
1. Smile more often
2. Be more patience (at least, became who I was)
3. Stop blaming others

If anyone see me breaking or forgetting these promises, please help me to remember and change. Thanks before. =)

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Happy New Year!

Hi, may you have a blessed brand new year! =)
I know, kinda late, but that's ok. Better late than never. hehehe.

Now most of us got another semester to go before holiday again, yeah, and so do I.
I'm not that optimist to face this year's lesson, but I've got a bit of spirit to face them for now.
I hope that this semester will be fun, especially for the lecturers, assignment, and... those sleepless nights.

Ok, I'm wishing you guys - from Singapore, Indo, Oz, UK, China, ect - will be having fun too.
God bless you!